i really wanna be a "doctor without borders". sometimes i feel like that's the path i wanna take, rather than go through the whole business world thingum. i just wished i could understand and remember biological terms better than i could. i know this path wont be easy but i would feel like it's worth it.

Dear God,

oh Father, please spare me this frustration. My parents spent the time and effort to send me here i wanna do them proud. I pray that you could help me, guide me, be my light, show me how to get out of this. Father, i pray that you would show me what to do, tell me what to do so that i can move on or seek a proper resolution. I know that life has its ups and downs and that's how you made it to be and that's how life is. Father, i pray that you could just help me with this, help me to come to a proper conclusion so that i can move on. Amen.