i find it really hard to talk to my parents. sometimes, i dont really know who's the one starting a fighting match. Almost all the time they open their mouth, they start nagging, either about my studies or about current affairs. And when sometimes i dont agree, they start getting worked up and angry and give that very irritated face. i cant stand it so much that i start shouting and they would scold me even more. Sometimes i wish i could escape away from their clutches and the demands of everybody for awhile.sometimes i wish they could just talk nicely. it takes two hands to clap, and they're always ganging up against me. I feel so tired of their demands and expectations. maybe this ocip trip will give me a break from all their expectations. i've only one thing on my mind right now: to give my best for the kids over there in nanjing:)
that's all i will concentrate on for now.